Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy

Intro Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Verse Cm Eb Thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air Ab Eb Must I care for nothing more than myself? G Cm Eb Do I dare admit the fraught thoughts cavorting, resorting in inner-directed mourning, Ab Eb G for the part of me that was selfless but left without a warning Cm Eb Well that’s what I said, but maybe it’s the fact that I detest, Ab Eb G This obsession with myself that leaves a mess inside my head Cm Eb Oh shit, I’m doing it again, repelling any potential friend, Ab Eb G Cm revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend, anything bigger Eb than myself, but in the end I still pretend Ab Eb G Condescend anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time Cm Eb watching me achieve, my secret social mission; Ab Eb G To drain people with my boring stories and opinions Cm Eb To see the bigger picture; takes intelligence and wisdom Ab Eb G But I won’t see nothing with just myself in my vision Interlude Cm Eb Ab Eb Cm Eb Ab Eb Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G [Verse 2] Cm Eb Ab I go outside, a blitz of faces unwilling to confess to any empathy, Eb G Cm endlessly, incessantly declining any pleasantries Eb Ab Heavily breathing, I'm socially teething, I’m open like a vivisection Eb G Cm Intense tendency to dwell, seething over missed connections. Eb Infected by my perception that I’m a non-entity Ab Eb G Project my insecurity until intensity is weaponry Cm Eb Ab Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived while I was dreaming. Awake Eb G Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I’m still believing that Cm Eb This is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep Ab Eb G Cm And I helplessly watch them fade as I awake I try and keep them alive Eb Incomparable with life but eventually they die Ab Eb G And the brain I used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie [Verse 3] Cm Eb Ab But when inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality Eb G Through lucid dreaming I decimate limitations of actuality. Cm Eb Ab Capacity's practically eternal, mortality's external Eb G No God, but I investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal Cm Eb Ab Internally existing without morality creates profanities without the travesty, Eb G Cm and compared to the apathy of realness, I reveal my own insanity Eb Ab The majesty of fantasy protects me from tragedy Eb G Normalities affect trajectory your agony of rationality, Cm Eb which thankfully penetrates with no avail to my unreality Ab Eb G It's an elaborately designed, privately owned spiral galaxy Cm Eb Financially I’m failing, naturally I'm decaying Ab Eb G Soon I’ll have no safe space to sleep if these bills still need paying Cm Eb Displaying cravings with open eyes for something mind-expanding Ab Eb G For when I drift away I see the totality of understanding Outro Cm Eb Ab G Cm Eb Ab Eb Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm Eb Ab Eb G Cm