does it really matter?

Capo fret 5 Intro : C Dm F C Dm F C Dm F i don't think you understand C Dm F i feel lonely in the crowd C Dm F and i don't know why i'm like this C Dm F but i rather be just by myself C Dm yeah i made excuses just to get away F Am i tell you maybe when i know i'll stay C i make plans with myself Dm F cause i'm scared to go out C and all of my friends Dm they don't call me no more F Am i guess they are tired of me saying no C Dm F all i need was space.. and time.. Reff : C Dm but does it really matter F if i'm staying up 'til four drinking on my own..? C Dm does it really matter F if i'm sleeping all alone C Dm F waiting for the sun to rise.. again C Dm F baby i'm falling down.. again C Dm F i don't think you know me well C Dm F i don't think i know myself C Dm F smile when the camera is out C Dm F but honestly that's someone else C Dm and every party oh it's way too loud F i hate all these bottles that i can't pronounce C i don't know what i want Dm F but i know that it probably isn't this C Dm i guess i should learn but i never do F cause i always end up back in my room C cause what i needed Dm F was just space.. and time.. Reff : C Dm but does it really matter F if i'm staying up 'til four drinking on my own..? C Dm does it really matter F if i'm sleeping all alone C Dm F waiting for the sun to rise.. again C Dm F C baby i'm falling down.. again..