Escapism

Intro N.C. Sleazin’ and teasin’, I’m sittin’ on him All of my diamonds are drippin’ on him I met him at the bar, it was twelve or somethin’ I ordered two more wines, ’cause tonight I want him Verse Em A little context if you care to listen I find myself in this **** position D The man that I love sat me down last night And he told me that it’s over, dumb decision Am And I don’t wanna feel how my heart is rippin’ Fact, I don’t wanna feel, so I stick to sippin’ D Em And I’m out on the town with a simple mission Bm In my little black dress and this **** is sittin’ [Pre-Chorus] Em Just a heart broke ***** High heels six inch In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne D I don’t trust any of these ******* I’m with In the back of the taxi sniffing ******* Am Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk *** I was looking for a man who’s on the same page D Em Now it’s back to the Intro, back to the bar Bm Em To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways Chorus Em D ..’Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last night D I don’t wanna feel how I did last night Am Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away Am You’re asking me my symptoms, doctor I don’t wanna feel [Verse 2] Toke this joint how I’m blowing this steam Back to my ways like 2019 Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it I got a new man on me, it’s about to get sweaty Em Last night really was the cherry on the cake Em Been some dark days lately and I’m findin’ it cripplin’ D Excuse my state D I’m as high as your hopes that you’ll make it on my bed Get me hot and sizzlin’ Am If I take a step back to see the glass half full At least it’s the Prada two-piece that I’m trippin’ in D Em Bm ..…And I’m already actin’ like a **** Know what I mean? So you might as well stick it in [Pre-Chorus] Em Just a heart broke ***** High heels six inch Em In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne D I don’t trust any of these ******* I’m with D In the back of the taxi sniffing ******* Am Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk *** Am I was looking for a man who’s on the same page D Em Now it’s back to the Intro, back to the bar Bm Em To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways Chorus Em D ..’Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last night D I don’t wanna feel how I did last night Am Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away Am You’re asking me my symptoms, doctor I don’t wanna feel (What?) [Verse 3] Em D ..’Cause I don’t wanna feel like I felt last night D I don’t wanna feel like I felt last night Be at peace with the things you can’t change I’ll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah Em ..Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don’t feel no way D ..Toast up, so what, street small but it Go both ways Am ..So, you’ll run, but you’ll never escape D Em ..…Sunset in the maze Em (You’re asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don’t wanna feel) Chorus Em D ..I don’t wanna feel how I did last night D I don’t wanna feel how I did last night Am Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away Em ..You’re asking me my symptoms, doctor I don’t wanna feel [Post-Chorus] Cm Bb ..I don’t wanna feel how I did last night Gm Bb I don’t wanna feel how I did last night.... Outro Cm Lipstick smudged like modern art I don’t know where the **** I am Or who’s driving the ******* car Bb Speeding down the highway sippin’ Mixing pills with the liquor ‘Cause **** these feelings Gm I left everyone I love on read (Uh-uh) Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-uh) Bb Cm I remember nothing so there’s nothing to regret (Uh-uh) Gm Bb Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin’ in my head (Bm)