How Im Feeling Now

C will you forgive me if i’m coming off C a little bit obtuse? G well it’s been a minute now G since i have had to tell the truth Am G F i know . . i can . . i won’t . . C suppose i thought that by this moment C i would have it figured out G but instead i tend to spend C my days consumed by seeds of doubt Am G F i know . . i can . . i won’t . . Am oh , darling it goes on and on and on . . G always forever F ’til i’m barely holding on . . G end of my tether Am and i know it won’t be long . . G C it won’t be long ’til it’s gone . . Chorus : F Am so here’s to my beautiful life . . G that seems to leave me so unsatisfied . . F Am no sense of self but self - obsessed . . G i’m always trapped inside my fucking head F on and on and on , on and on and on . . Am on and on and on , G on and on and on , said . . F Am thought i’d be happier somehow . . G if you were wondering how i’m feeling now . . C i try to tell myself my best days C are the ones that lie ahead G but i’m always looking back C on things i wish i’d never said Am G F i know . . i can . . i won’t . . Am oh , darling it goes on and on and on . . G always forever F ’til i’m barely holding on . . G end of my tether Am and i know it won’t be long . . G C it won’t be long ’til it’s gone . . Chorus : F Am so here’s to my beautiful life . . G that seems to leave me so unsatisfied . . F Am no sense of self but self - obsessed . . G i’m always trapped inside my fucking head F on and on and on , on and on and on . . Am on and on and on , G on and on and on , said . . F Am thought i’d be happier somehow . . G if you were wondering how i’m feeling now . . C Em oh . . i won’t lie . . F i’m a mess , yeah . . but i’ll get there . . C Em now i won’t lie . . F i’m a mess yeah . . but i’ll get there . . Chorus : F Am so here’s to my beautiful life . . G that seems to leave me so unsatisfied . . F Am no sense of self but self - obsessed . . G i’m always trapped inside my fucking head F on and on and on , on and on and on . . Am on and on and on , G on and on and on , said . . F Am thought i’d be happier somehow . . G if you were wondering how i’m feeling now . .