Selfish Hate

[Verse 1] F I hear you're someone's something Am Now you're just something I run from I took the subway to Tasker Morris Bb This was your stop, almost forgot F And now I walk slow F I'm scared of muscle memory Am What's gonna happen when I see All of those notes you left for me? Bb Sincerely, little mustard seed F And now I walk home [Pre-Chorus] Bb F And I, I swear you see right through me, yeah Bb F When I, pretend it's nothing to me Chorus F Am Is it selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless? Bb Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis? F Can anybody tell me what the hell this means? F Am It’s selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless? Bb Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis? F Can anybody tell me what the hell this means? Interlude F Am Bb F F Am Bb F F I know I'm far from perfect But it still always hurts me Am When you treat me like you're burning Bb Communicate through middle-men F So, we talk slow [Pre-Chorus] Bb F And I, I swear you see right through me, yeah Bb F When I, pretend it's nothing to me Chorus F Am Is it selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless? Bb Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis? F Can anybody tell me what the hell this means? F Am It’s selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless? Bb Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis? F Can anybody tell me what the hell this means? Interlude F Am Bb F F Am Bb F [Verse 2] G Pretty sure I lost my wallet Bm I really wish that I could call it D Really wish that I could call it, quits with you G I sent a drunk text sober Bm Knowing you wouldn't come over D Knowing that it's not October, anymore Em7 A G You're so sweet and I'm so bitter Em7 A G D A/Db Eating dinner with your pictures again A/Db D Gm It's never fair, it's always true, I hate that I'm in love D A/Db D With you again Outro G A I'm celebrating in the worst way, listening to Mitski on my birthday G Telling all my friends, "I'm fine, just stay away" A Hoping that you'll ask me if I'm okay G D Hoping that you'll ask me if I'm okay Em7 A G You're so sweet and I'm so bitter Em7 A G D Eating dinner with your pictures again A/Db D Gm It's never fair, it's always true, I hate that I'm in looooove D Gb G D Gb G