That’s On Me

[Verse 1] Em Is this just gettin' older? D G I can't get away from this rain C I'm statin' to think that it's me Em D And I wanna just create things Bm C But the longer it takes, I feel drink up Em Remember a day I've been sober D G Not in a place to take blame C Any more way I might break Em D Tell me, do you feel the same? Bm C Guess we all go the same way D I'm in a bit of a mess here D Count to ten and hope to disappear Em I never did my homework D Could I have been more than this? C Em D Findin' a way to exist within a world with no risk Bm C Forcin' a shoe that won't fit Em I spend most the days stoned D G And makin' excuses for it C Sayin', "It'll help to write this" Em D But on the real, I'm tight-lipped Bm C Shootin' the shot that I'll miss [Pre-Chorus] D And it's so far from it D Why the hell am I still here? Chorus G This is not the end of our lives D C This is just a bump in the ride G And I know that it will be alright D C And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we? G D C I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise G Maybe I'll never find my smile D C But who's to blame? Well, that's on me D Well, that's on me, well, that's on me [Verse 2] Em Now that the weather is colder D G Nothin' is maskin' this pain C The summer was here, but won't stay Em D And we are inside, like, all day Bm C Regrettin' the things that we say Em And it takes a toll, yeah D G The conversation won't end C Bein' a rock for your friends Em D Cracks in the surface don't mend Bm C We only break, we don't bend D And you think it was so clear D But I can't see nothin' but the fear Em I'm feelin' so bloated D G Thinkin' the silent won't do C My ass will open up too Em D Lockin' myself in my room Bm C Hopin' that this will end soon Em And no one will notice D G What I will put myself through C 'Cause they will hate themselves too Em D Isn't it mad what we do? Bm C Pretendin' to win, but just lose [Pre-Chorus] D And it's so far from here D Why the hell am I still here? Chorus G This is not the end of our lives D C This is just a bump in the ride G And I know that it will be alright D C And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we? G D C I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise G Maybe I'll never find my smile D C But who's to blame? Well, that's on me D Well, that's on me, well, that's on me Bridge Am Too many things on my mind G D To process moments of life Am That, somedays, I lose my drive G D And some, can't control the fire Am I move where the things take time G D But I'm not a patient guy Am Maybe if I wait, I'll find G D Resemblance and peace of mind [Verse 3] Em This is just gettin' older D G Runnin' away from my past C Knowin' the comet won't last Em D Bein' a mouse in this grass Bm C Feedin' the snakes behind us Em And I'm searchin' for closure D G But nothin' is healin' these scars C When I open up, they just laugh Em D Sayin' that they had just half Bm That nothin' will ever be dark [Pre-Chorus] D Is it new me, new year D Or just the same old blues fear? Chorus G This is not the end of our lives D C This is just a bump in the ride G And I know that it will be alright D C And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we? G D C I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise G Maybe I'll never find my smile D C But who's to blame? Well, that's on me D Well, that's on me, well, that's on me Well, that's on me Outro G D C G D C G D C G D C D