if you only knew

Intro G D Am C G i've been trying so hard to survive.. D sometimes i think that i wanna die.. Am i feel so fucking guilty C cause God i'm so lucky to live my life G so i keep all the pain to myself.. D losing faith but nobody can tell.. Am momma, don't want you worried cause that would just hurt me C Cm so i pretend i'm fine.. Chorus G if you only knew.. D what my mind is telling me i should do.. that i'm drunk Am and all alone in my room here tonight C i'm too sad to cry it's true.. ouh.. G if you only knew.. D all the shit my brain is putting me through.. you'd come running Am over straight to my room here tonight C i'm sorry but i need you.. ouh.. if you only knew.. (uh) G i wish i was somebody else.. D i'm constantly overwhelmed.. Am now i'm falling again -Bm getting drunk with some friends C it's a silent cry for help.. Em D i wanna get better.. i want you to know.. C Cm that i can't do this on my own.. Chorus G if you only knew.. D what my mind is telling me i should do.. that i'm drunk Am and all alone in my room here tonight C i'm too sad to cry it's true.. ouh.. G if you only knew.. D all the shit my brain is putting me through.. you'd come running Am over straight to my room here tonight C i'm sorry but i need you.. ouh.. G take me out of this hell.. D oh.. somebody help.. Am take me out of this hell.. C oh.. i'm not myself.. Chorus G i wanna tell you.. D what my mind is telling me i should do.. that i'm drunk Am and all alone in my room here tonight -Bm C i'm too sad to cry but i want to.. ouh.. if you only knew..